♥ sealed.withakiss

shalveeuhh — Wed, 17 Mar 2010 22:06:45 +0800

I'm left with two more days of attachments and then it'll officially be holidays. I cant wait, cause I have been waiting for this to really go burn some stress and make full use of them to catch up with the ones I've missed. I have plans up my sleeves and i'm totally looking forward to them. From tekka this friday with the girls, kite flying with the girls and/or akim, karaoke with atiqah, catch up sessions with junyee and picnic with the girls plus syed :) Excited mucccch :D

That aside, polyclinic posting have been pretty smooth sailing so far. I like it way way better that hospital posting somehow. And i spotted a cute paramedic today! ahhh, i almost hyperventilatedddd ~ even managed to cuci mata during our lunch time. haha, best part got kaki! sameee taste as farhanah! :D haha, kay prangai miang!

shalveeuhh — Mon, 15 Mar 2010 22:53:04 +0800

Cause when I gave it time, I thought I've given myself enough. Cause when I gave it time, I thought it'll fade away. Cause when I gave it time, I thought I'll be able to forget my feelings. Cause when I gave it time, I thought I can fight my emotions. Cause when I gave it time, I thought it'll prove me wrong. But till this very point of time, I still feel the same about you.

" I want to be the girl who leave an everlasting impact on someone. I dont want to be the type you'll forget in a week. I want to be hard to forget. I want to have that kind of impact on someone where they know they'll never find anyone else who can take my place. "

And I want to be that girl, who leaves that kind of impact on you.

dont assume if you dont know.

Two to tango.

shalveeuhh — Sun, 14 Mar 2010 23:38:54 +0800

Nuff said. I dont want to mention too much, too afraid of blurting all. Knowing me, i will just type out everything and everything will start flowing out like a running tap. Tangan aku sumpah gatal ttm!

FML _|_

life is not a bed of roses.

shalveeuhh — Sun, 14 Mar 2010 03:45:34 +0800

Friday was spent with Yani, Nor, Farah and Syafiq at the IT fair at suntec city. Ended shift way later, head home to get change mandi and all then meet them at City Hall. IT fair was fucking packed like sardines. So not cool k ~ Then left suntec at 9 plus, head off to Marina for dinner. Bought KFC and had dinner outside starbucks area there. Left at about 10.40 and home by midnight.

Saturday was spent with them girls up there. Head down to CGH first early in the morning for the Cardiac Symposium talk. Ended at 12.30, bus down to Tampines to meet the girls. Meet Yani first, then saw Syaf along the way to the toilet, so while waiting, head down to TampOne toilet first. Then left for TMS after rai came. Bumped into Ckg Sahriana, Mdm Farhanah & Mdm Sharifah. Took pictures before leaving off for Tamp at 4 plus. Prata for lunch. Then accompanied Yani to collect her money and then head off to get her iTouch. And then left for home. Totally shagged like crazy! Spent the whole day sleeping like pigggg, haha.

Just hung up the fone after catching up with dear babe. Stay strong okay honey, please call and update me if anything. Hang in there k :)

And now, I'm ultimately worried. Dont ask me how was attachments, cause I swear I will screw you center left right up down. Last lap of polyclinic posting, God please give me strength.

And did I mention, my little toe lost its nail? So, currently its naked like that, ewww ewww ewww.

chins up.

shalveeuhh — Thu, 11 Mar 2010 23:18:22 +0800

I might have only known you for less than a year even, but I know that I love you a hell lot, just like one of them babygirls. You've got to keep your chins up high and go through every bit of this rough patch. I've seen you on cloud nine, and I promise I will be right here to pick you up from this hard ground and mend all your broken pieces. I promise I will be here if you need someone to talk and rant to, trust me on that. Cause you know, I feel each and every of your pain just like they're mine. Takecare and stay strong honey. You know I love you. (L)

Remember when you told me this, "If you love a guy, set him free. If he comes back, he's yours. If he doesn't he never was." ?

I want you to know this, " Just because someone doesnt love you the way you want them to, doesnt mean they don't love you with everything they've got."